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been missin the good days missin good nights nothing feels the same and lately nothin feels right, the drinkin all changed it used to be the thing now i only drink to numb the pain, and see id be a lyin son of a bitch if i said this hasnt been gettin to me now, im gonna be honest since i havent been for quite a while, ur used to seein me out and clingin on to whores but now you see im only tryin to cling to support, while stuck in a battle with myself and everything i need to face, keepin that smile on blast till im alone in my place with everything takin bits and pieces of me loosin piece of mind , finding it only how i know as always makin you think im doin fine, the words i hide are at the tip of my tounge, i tell them to beats as they secrete themselfs i wish i had recorded some, and no, this aint a cry for attention , just a cry for help, cause lately ive been havin some scary thoughts when by myself- dont cry for me im already dead, done with tryin make it in a world i dont get, i lost what i loved, forgot what i knew, faught the good fight now theres nothin left to do, i wont be comin home, theres nothin for me left, i got myself a one way ticket to whatever comes next.
the dark side of my imagination, dug a little to damn deep with the thoughts it created, i failed to fill the vacant part inside of me that held passion, it used to overflow throu my soul and do magic, i blasted throu levels while i kept you in awe but now even the closest to me seem to think that im off, like what happend? whered the drive all go? i used to carry a fire that i could barely control, but no now, i aint seein any light at the tunnels end, just waves of darknes sstill engulfing on the long decent, theres somethin wrong and thats just somethin that been part of me, i guess i let my demons win, my apologies. . .
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released July 26, 2012
anobolic beats
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